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| michelle is doing some soul searching today... time to live for myself and forget about YOU. i am too classy to get bitchy about another bitch... i'll just go on with my life and don't even bother.
i love my fellow trojans, who are always there for me. even at 1 in the morning when they're exhausted to the nth degree. my roomie brought me ice cream at 1 AM, i feel so bad for waking her up :( but i realized for all my life i feel like i have a obligation for other people, for my parents, for my sibling, for my relationship. and it's time to live for myself ONCE not considering anyone else... it's my life, therefore, i get to decide and i am in control. i am so sick right now, i have a killer headach, craving for my daily hot warm coffee, and this stupid rainy weather is not helping at all. i am so wore out, it's been a long EXTENDED week... now i am exhausted...
i once heard, maybe changing ur destiny is part of ur destiny... dont' believe in fate, my fate is me actively do something to change it.
time to move on, time to move on to myself... i love you, trojan girl! you can do it! cuz i believe in you...
thanks ry! :)
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trojan girl | | |
| my roommate ry and i are MEANT FOR EACH OTHER!
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trojan girl | | |
| okay. it's been over two years! and the end has finally arrived... yes... he doesn't pick up my calls anymore, he doesn't care what i say anymore... he doesn't want me anymore... you guys all warned me, but i was too stubborn to listen. michelle is strong, michelle will not shed a tear for this guy who has rubbed my heart and threw it away. it's chinese new year, and i lost the love of my life. but it's okay, because i know in this new year, i will fall in love again, and be happy again, and smile again. :) this is not the end of the world... it's a new beginning. just let him go and move on...
trojan girl,
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| she has been in love for 2 YEARS... i love you dork :)
listening to JJ.Lin, going down the list of things i have to finish tonight. i wish you are here. i miss you so much dork. 4 more days, we'll see each other again. but it's never happy to celebrate one's anniversary alone. i feel so lonely... it's so hard all i have with me is our pictures, the more i look at them the more depressed i get. 11.3 is the day i look forward to everyday, but i totally forgot about it. i forgot my own anniversary... waking up this morning, turned my calender just like every other day. i am so mad at myself for not remember... i hate myself for not remember. but who can i blame that we're not together? the song is over, i love you...
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| hello! i am in a pretty good mood today! not to mention i am so exhuasted after that 45 minutes PART I physics final exam. anyways. all the ap lit kids busted out their skills and made these awesome project! and i meant they're INCREDIBLE! jess made a farris wheel... that's just darn creative and romantic! lol. i can't wait to see the real thing but i know it won't disappointment me! this week i get to eat with grandpa, so i am pretty excited. so we've decided not to go to dland with the school, instead we'll just go on our own and get the regular dland ticket which is like only 10 dollars more. but we get stay and watch my FIREWORK! lol. yay! i found out ENOUGH ppl are planning on doing that, so that's good. there aren't alot going on in all my classes, i just hope i'll be able to pull off decent grades. but i know. it's gonna drop SO MUCH after all those killer finals. *sigh. i toke a nap after i got home today, so i am pretty energetic right now. time for me to do my hw! ps. sorry stella for not putting your picture in my scrapbook, as you can see, there aren't many room in my scrapbook... i am sorry that the only reason you put my picture in yours is cuz i was "planning" on putting yours in mine. stop making it such a big deal just go ahead and take my picture off in your scrapbook *sigh.... if i knew i'd ran into this big trouble i'd stick your picture some where, any where just to make u feel better. and i am sorry, it wasn't a lie, it just didn't work out at the end, there's just no room... <3 elle | | |
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